I was afraid of the streets when I was supposed to be afraid of him.
I protected him from the streets when I was supposed to protect myself from him.
I thought fights ne Shanje are normal but not these fights.
Just when I was protecting him automatically it was an advantage to him because he had shananigans on the streets.
Turns out aitondivanza. Ainyara neni
Marwadzo acho akandiramba katatu pamberi pevanhu sa Jesu
at one time i thought he was the Most charming Man i had ever met.
showered me with gifts , shielded From the streets, kept me indoors it was just the two of us.
i Never thought i would wake-up in the residence hotel in Rosebank bruised up running away From the Love of my life
there was a time a rumour surfaced that ndandisina Murume , that im broke and homeless, i was one click away from showing the streets my luxurious life but he Begged not to Because it would destroy our Peace . i loved the life i had, i loved him so i chose to Protect Us. silly me ... i was proctecting a lie.
His shananigans in harare , Botswana, jhb , rusternburg Capetown mozambique India etc would see and coz trouble.
i Loved him so i stayed silent
i vowed to myself that handifumuri Murume When one time i spent 4 nights in netcare hospital in brixston hoping the Love of my Life would change and Stop beating me.
Only a few months later the "im Sorry" changed to "you make me do This"
so i toned myself down, i spoke less, i stop seeing my People, i did Everything right, i lowered my voice
Whenever he was having meeting in our Home , i say our home because i paid 50% of the bills . he would ask me to go the car or for Breakfast by a place called Breakfast 101 .
he Said he was protecting me from Zimbabwean clients i believed him Because i loved him .
little did i know he needed to paint "elite bachelor " persona for his deals to go Through.
When i found out i decided to leave but he assured me itwas Just Business.
i loved him , he had the Most amazing eyes , them thick eyebrows plus mono tone literally crippled me.
so i gave in .
i Never thought one day Just. going Through his Phone would make me book at the residency hotel Again running away from the Love of my Life
i Should Have run in the Beginning but i chose to stay Because after my Divorce, i wanted This work . i didn't want People to stay saka ZUVA ndiye ane Problem。.
i wanted it to work so bad that i justified Abuse.
i ignored the red flags like When i accidentally posted his pic, he held a knife against me and asked me to take it down.
i do Have pictures of him half naked with knife in his hand.
that's When i was supposed to run but that would be the second serious Relationship im running From then that meant ndini ndine error. i wouldn't have that so i fixed myself up, i wore my lipstick and i smiled
there was a time the love of my life came back From one of his many trips to Zimbabwe... he found me not Home and automatically thought i was out somewhere bitching
When i got Home i produced evidence that i was jackle creek estate shooting an episode for a South African Blogger... before i produced This evidence he threatened to kill me "blow my head off "
you see pirikisi had a gun , its licensed Because he is in the taxi industry.
so once Again , my beloved second home the Residence Rosebank was on speed dial.
i checked in at 2245 with Nothing but my Passport, torn up Clothes and R815 .
A Zim guy named thulani helped me upstairs and held my torn skirt Because it kept falling.
Finally i slept wondering why he wouldn't change and stop beating me.
i Have pictures of my bruised body.
i didn't go to the Police Because you CAn't call the Police on a foreigner . especially a Black Zimbabwean man. its taboo
Plus i still loved him
the sweet heart felt Apologiz From Pikirisi the Love of my Life could Pass for Oscars., little im Sorry gifts like flowers, Perfumes, expensive sunglasses to cover my Black eye, Money Plus Awesome sex there is not a chance in the world i would expose This man
it was a Beautiful nightmare.
ZUVANATION would Sometimes say Tete why are your eyes swollen?
Then i Remember society saying ... haufumuri Murume.
so i would stretch my big white million dollar smile and say.... its weed
it was not weed. it was 3 hours of crying after i had created a Whatsapp Group and put all 11 Girls with their Screenshots in the Group including him and called the Group Sister wives of Prince pirikisi ， he was the Group profile picture them i exited
i Have proof of that Group.
i Remember When he got wind of This i lost a nail Because of that.
those who put Nails know the pain of a nail coming right off after a fresh manicure set.
Anyway ... back to my second home the Residency hotel in Rosebank with my Passport an over night bag R815 Plus a broken bleeding nail.
you would think that was the end of it right?
wrong
toxicness is very addictive.
after two nights i was sitting in our jacuzzi (i say our jacuzzi Because i paid 50% of the bills i Have proof) watching tv from the bathroom with the Love of my Life as if Nothing happened.
Just being Around him made me High
there was noway i was going to Let the world see me fail at another Relationship.
it Doesn't matter the context in which the Relationship ended People where going to say mamuona zuva wenyu uyu haagoni kugara nemurume
so i took the beatings , the insults, the strungles one time he Through a Burger in my face and beat me i was rescued by security guards and Neighbours.
i Have footage of him Throwing my Passport and keys in a fountain of water where we Lived.
he dragged me across the lobby by my hair Because i was late.
not Because i was bitching, Because i was late... he knew i had an event.
shanje .
he Apologized i forgave and we carried on
one day a security guard told me he had a friend who was a guard where my Prince onced lived he recalls his ex wife always crying n complaing about being beaten.
one of his close friends told me how he used to beat his ex wife plus security knew.
you would think this would make me run
nope
i stayed. i said one day he would change we all deserve a second chance noone is Perfect.
one week later he banged my head on the floor of our penthouse infront of our mirror tv stand. i watched my reflection as he pulled my afro and my head hit the floor .
my Pretty eyes, my face, my skin, my teeth my tears all hitting the floor Because i was Refusing to give him his Phone. When i did eventually surrender his Phone he slapped me across the face.
that's the night went to the Residence for the Last night.
a swollen face , my Passport and R815
thulani welcomed me Again
months later i wrote This Msg to myself. it was time to practice what i preached.
i Loved Prince pirikisi but i moved out.
i saved up Money and i moved to Sandton. i did This Because my late Sister Joy came to my dreams and Told me to take care of the kids especially Yolanda. i Remembered Prince not sleeping at Home the day My blood Sister died 30 may in the middle of Covid. i was alone then my Best friend came.
she cooked cleaned whilst Prince was knee dip in P*ssy with some nicknamed Girl called dark Rose.
After that Memory i got up went and took all my Furniture and moved out.
i say all my Furniture Because Everything we used in that penthouse was Mine, i bought it before met him.
The Love of my Life was Never going to change.
i loved him but he struggled with a bad temper.
i had 7 kids to to take care of.
i loved him but i loved my kids more
i Love myself more
i packed and went to Sandton with a bleeding heart.
Abusers Don't change. they change their victims.
i was going to keep quiet for the rest of my Life Because of my Love for Pirikis Plus tese takatadzirana noone is Perfect but he couldn't accept that we are over to the point of him paying Someone R58k for my head and making a false Report to interpole putting my Name on a red list 6 Months After we broke Up and Because of This People need to know what im going Through
i Hope one day we can forgive each other for what we put each other Through.
maybe i Dressed up too much that made you paranoid and insecure to the point of you hiding in the closet , pretending not to be Home for two straight hours standing in the closet Because you wanted to hear ndirikutaura nani pa Phone that really frightened me but my Love for you saw it as kuchengera kuri cute.
I know you wwill come out and deny This by Don't worry i recorded each argument, i recorded every beating
and Remembered that even yor ex you followed Around for 7 days from home to work During the time you were Married Because you wanted to "see Something".
When you wear that suit , and u sit in board meetings and put on Quiet guy , elite bachelor Character , and you smile and you work and you do a Good Job and you deliver Good results and you make the Money do they know that you locked up a woman in the house and Throw a fit Whenever she tries to leave do they know that you strangled a Woman or bang her head on Then floor Because she asked for her Money?
i bet not.
you are a Quiet guy very charming very reserved very friendly , business oriented and smart.
everyone will believe you
noone will believe a Divorced controversial Socialite
Good night Love of my Life
Goodbye Love of my Life. let's Never see each other Again we are Both toxic for each other but Please Stop threatening to kill Yourself, Stop paying People for my head,stop calling interpole making false Reports About drug trafficking.
im tired Please set me Free i know you are tired too .
take care of yourself you are a Father of Two im a mom of 7 .
