I learnt to wear heels and red lipstick and a beautiful shade of smile and be happy women to the public but deep down in my heart my soul was crying,culture said be strong ,church’s told me to pray and the world was jealous of me thinking I gay it all and
Called me the favoured amongst the daughters of man but deep down I was in fire 🔥 ,I was nursing my pains and wounds from beatings,I thought one day it would change and be happy again but it gets worse and realised I have wasted my full year to a coward and lost my
child to a bastard and gave in my life and heart to a heartless person,frankly I regret ever accepting the (I love you ) words from Comic Pastor (Prosper Ngomashi) when the world is busy saying I’m jealous and bitter because of his success it’s a pity because to@me with what’s ever success he got he is a permanent mistake of my life which I
have failed to eradicate and I wil just learn to live with the scars ,Comic Pastor with the then status and the now status of success he remains the mistake I truly regret the rest of my life!,,,,,mari Yaanayo ndeyake not mine to me he remains a
coward,abuser,heartless and even worse nothing much or special about him,I don’t care wat people say about his change of location my story remains the same and I wil still share and speak so don’t silence me I denied already to die in silence!Some 2016 diaries @followers,H-Metro,iHarare.com
